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Tuesday, December 21, 2004  
No blog here no more. I have moved, to:

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20:00

Monday, November 18, 2002  

This weaks blog:


Project Übernörd


23:07

Tuesday, October 08, 2002  
O LeGuin GeLuin Gulien Nielgui OM OM LeGuin! (all hail URSULA!). Once again this most biriliant of writers, this creative star of stars, has made things clearer by the magic of a few words. No, I don't like irony remember? Sarcasm too. Honest.

I dunno how much time I've spent trying to replicate the feel (not style) of her stories, that essence which ressonates, finds identity with my own emotion, expresses what cannot be expressed. There must have been a mystical bent, a sacred intuition to LeGuin because it sure as hell

But here it is. It's simple. LeGuin is no genuis, no extraordinary goddess. She's a single normal person in a fucked-up culture. The quote to follow. The Word of Goddess:

"Modernist manuals of writing often conflate story with conflict. This reductionism reflects a culture that inflates aggression and
competition while cultivating ignorance of other behavioral options. No narrative of any complexity can be built on or reduced to a single
element. Conflict is one kind of behavior. There are others, equally important in any human life, such as relating, finding, losing,
bearing, discovering, parting, changing."

05:16

Monday, July 22, 2002  

1. a tale of three cities. Oslo taught me to yearn for Istanbul. Istanbul taught me that beauty comes with a price. Kolding taught me that the price isn't too high. Oppegård has taught me that Oslo is 'home'.



2. arriving late. I managed to miss the high points of both Gothenburg and Oslo. I arrived in GBG after seeing the riots on TV, hearing of Hvitfeldska on IMC internet radio. Nothing had prepared by for the war zone Gbg had become. I left Kolding right before the big anti-World Bank demo had began and arrived in Oslo right after the last revellers left RtS, not knowing if I would enter another Gbg or not. I didn't. But this, coming late for the action, is a talent of mine. Back in '98, I arrived in Istanbul the day after a particularly brutal police crackdown on a demo. They hadn't yet washed the blood off the streets.



3. generation LARP. Ultra-reactionary family-tractor-gunism meets ultraliberal hacker ethic. Why us? Why now? And how is it even possible?




18:27

Monday, July 15, 2002  
Exit Kolding, enter Oslo. Three first days spent in old anarchist squat. Proceed to expensive beer-drinking. Meet Lars. Plan Theatre. Meet Erlend, Rune. Plan Action. Meet Irene, Rune, Erlend, Tommy, plan Inside:Outside. But most importantly: breathe fresh air. Inhale freedom. Relax in entropy. Get wasted with people you probably'll never see again. Admire dirt on the streets.

After one year in Denmark I think I'm sure I did the right thing in beginning school. I also think I'm pretty certain I'll never/ever feel at home in a small Scandinivian town. Honestly. Middle-class non-poverty-non-wealth, soc-dem techonocracy - these are felt as a disease in the landscape, a perfect cancer eating all differences. Oslo will do for now.

18:02

Sunday, June 16, 2002  

Today read through the entire "Club 7" book. That's "Club 7" as in the Oslo culture club, not the pop band. And my first thought is: why the fuck haven't I heard of this place before? Been aware of it, sure, but not known of it's significance.

A small gang of enthusiasts in the 60s build a bohemian free zone in technocratic Oslo, set to last for 25 magnificent years. From early smelly basements to the final three floors by the city hall - Club 7 is huge. It's where Jens Bjørneboe, the Norwegian anarchist par excellence, drinks in his inspiration; where Norwegian jazz develops the strength to produce world-class talents like Jan Garbarek, where poets like Stein Mehren and Jan Erik Vold become the leaders of the final generation of decent Norwegian-language poetry (see entry below for my thoughts on the current generation). It's a place where you can have a drink, listen to some of the best jazz ever made, participate in a poetry reading, watch honest non-institutional theatre, get laid, meet creative professionals and teenagers both, defy every social convention of your era AND park your kids in the kindergarten. Frank Zappa and Sean Connery like to hang out there when in Oslo; a membership card gets you treated as a guest of honour in some of the finest NYC jazz clubs. Sossen Krogh introduces absurdism to Oslo, Eugenio Barba probably pops by to find the actors who will become the Odin Theatre. And it's informal, run on enthusiasm, without restriction.

Having read through the book; I realize that every good thing that has happened to Norwegian-language culture the last 40 years somehow begins with "Club 7". And when my circle of friends in Oslo dreams of having a space to work, or a space to drink, of inciting cultural revolution or just being left the hell alone - we're unknowingly walking the same steps as those 60s pioneers. Their story is instructive; as soon as club7 becomes big, it gets swallowed by beureaucracy; state beureaucracy, censorship issues, taxation, management and so on. I will not lament the death of Club 7; it died at the right time, had it continued it would have been an institution as bloated, toothless and boring as the Oslo opera. But I will lament the death of the spirit that built Club 7; and the erasure of the club from history. There is no alternative today; Jazid was a place for branded trend youth, now closed. Blå promotes the cult of toothless beer rock and gathers folks who like to call themselves artists to get laid, but are never heard being enthusiastic about a single idea. Hausmania has allready become too tainted by politics and secterianism - a playground for a 40+ generation of wannabe alcoholics & unrepentant hippies.

We live on the Internet these days. We send our art and our writing and our ideas on LARP back and forth across the globe in seconds, happily building virtual ghettoes where art is only seen by artists, theatre only exists for the actors, and every decent poem is drowned in the flood of amateurs in need of expression. AmerikA had as one of its proverbs "Nothing is true until it's on TV". But a more correct expression of the sentiments of this generation is "Nothing is true until it's on the Internet". And on the Internet, everything becomes sectarian - all phenomena are sorted by the search engines into information ghettoes; we are never surprised, the Internet gives us supreme power and thus we are never challenged.

I search the Web for the name "Attila Horvath" - the legendary founder and primus motor of Club 7. I find a single hit, a mention in an interview with a jazz musician. There are more hits on google, to other Attila Horvaths, but not the Hungarian refugee whose ideas brought an entire generation of cultural celebrities to life, and made Oslo a slightly better place for two generations of bohemians.

At least this weblog will provide a second hit.
14:08

Monday, June 10, 2002  

Electronic fora are the best reason to get depressed about Nordic live roleplaying. On Galadrim there are, as there had been for a decade, elitism debates. "Elitism" is, has allways been, and will probably allways be a dead end in the discourse of a movement trying to understand itself. This applies to both self proclaimed "elitists" or members of an "elite" (usually an uninfluential minority of smart people), and the witch-hunters crying "Elitism! Begone! Look how good I am at sword-making instead!". At the bottom of any elitism debate are status conflicts, rather than ideology, which is probably why they won't go away.

Let's zoom over to Norway. Swedish LARP Hamlet, which had it been a movie would have won all the Oscars, raises eyebrows with the surfacing of an anecdote, told by a fellow who wasn't there, of consenting adults having in-character sex in a closed room in a clumsy way. True; the discussion stayed on track for a while asking mostly is it possible to have in-character sex at all, and some folks wrote pretty bright things that I disagree with entirely, but still pretty bright. But then that other brand of witch-hunting resurfaces - the hunt for events that might be bad PR. Condemn it to Hell befor Diddi and the Tabloids find out! Never mind that 95% of the bad PR generated is by the witch-hunters. There are other issues, some of them important - others only if you're paranoid.

Finally, we have Denmark, still unfortunately the Developing World of Nordic LARP. Skip most of the regular debates and go to Knudepunkt. For a while, the discussion has been ongoing about whether Århus or Copenhagen should be next years location. Most of the people from the Århus initiative, including me, have stayed away from the nasty tone of the discussion. Example of rhetorics: "Tell me, the main reason you want Knudepunkt to Århus is to get more Jutlanders there?" Guy from Århus: "No, what they're saying is they want to start a tradition which includes more folks from the regions, Gothenburg, Turku, Jutland..." original fellow: "Aha! So you admit it! You do want more jutlanders!" and so on. Good'ol' Joc of Panclou and Ricki Lake fame enters the discussion and suggests a language change to English. Foreigners enter. And the old wolfs of the discussion suddenly don their civilized masques.

Best quote of the day? A guy signs his message with "member of the nordic elite" and doesn't even seem to be joking.

Days like these, with the internet my only entrypoint to what used to be the exhilarating, fascinating and creative world of LARPing, I feel like quitting it altogether.

Ofcourse, I've been saying that for years.


18:36

 
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